“The Suicide Disease” x 4

It is said that Complex Regional Pain Syndrome (CRPS) is “ranked among the most painful of all medical problems and has been nicknamed the ‘suicide disease’ because there is no cure and limited effective treatments. The pain from CRPS is so severe that it has been known to drive people to the brink of death. On the McGill Pain index, CRPS ranks 42 out of 50, making it one of the most severe pain conditions of all, even rated more painful than childbirth, amputation and the pain associated with cancer.” – Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy Syndrome Association

I have quadrilateral CRPS. That is, in all four limbs. Evidently this is uncommon. It is also a symptom of exceptionally traumatic lived experience combined with abysmal lack of necessary and appropriate psychosocial support.

Although mainstream medicine considers CRPS incurable, in my experience sufferers can find tremendous relief through a neuroscience-based recovery plan. My recovery has accelerated in the last 6 months, since I’ve been able to get Stellate Ganglion Blocks (SGBs) on more of an as-needed basis rather than spaced so far apart that I had to repeatedly reclaim the same ground. I was on a yo-yo trajectory. Each treatment gap was like being thrown back into hell. Virtually all my symptoms–including pain, muscle spasms, flashbacks, night sweats, sleep problems, anxiety, intrusive thoughts, and fatigue– increased to make my life intolerable once more.

Insanely, to achieve sufficient access to this quick, inexpensive, minimally invasive, and highly effective treatment took over 5 years of asking, advocating, begging, and educating the medical industry and its practitioners, as well as my insurance company. It seems I succeeded only because I managed to pull together a paper that presents scientific evidence and 3.5 years of personal biomarker data to support repeat Stellate Ganglion Blocks, as a crucial component in my recovery from sympathetically-driven health conditions as part of my individualized Interpersonal Neurobiology-based healing framework.

Photo: greenware Open Bird Project tile, fractured before it even made it to the art museum studio.

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About Shay Seaborne, CPTSD

Former tall ship sailor turned trauma awareness activist-artist Shay Seaborne, CPTSD has studied the neurobiology of fear / trauma /PTSD since 2015. She writes, speaks, teaches, and makes art to convey her experiences as well as her understanding of the neurobiology of fear, trauma theory, and principles of trauma recovery. A native of Northern Virginia, Shay settled in Delaware to sail KALMAR NYCKEL, the state’s tall ship. She wishes everyone could recognize PTSD is not a mental health problem, but a neurophysiological condition rooted in dysregulation, our mainstream culture is neuro-negative, and we need to understand we can heal ourselves and each other through awareness, understanding, and safe connection.
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