Category Archives: Abuse

Standard Treatment Is Abuse: What ChristianaCare Taught Me About Mental Health “Care”

It’s been seven years since a ChristianaCare physician lied, gaslit, and coerced me into agreeing to psychiatric hospitalization. Here, I share the grievance I filed with ChristianaCare’s Patient and Family Relations department two years later. As the system continued to … Continue reading

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ChristianaCare Funneled Me to the Cuckoo’s Nest

On this day in 2018, I informed ChristianaCare hospital intern Dr. Crystal Kucuk through the patient portal that Lexapro she had prescribed a few weeks earlier, “makes me very drowsy and lethargic. When I take it in the morning, I … Continue reading

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ChristianaCare Protects Itself by Protecting a Bad Psychologist

I told a ChristianaCare psychologist about a serious concern on June 18, 2018. I said I was having increased suicidal ideations (SI) since the prior visit. I told Alan L. Schwartz, Psy.D., about my father and difficulties with Father’s Day, … Continue reading

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The Oysters of Betrayal: How My Father’s Cruelty Fed My Fire

As I grew up, I became increasingly oppositional to my father, who exhibited multiple symptoms of malignant narcissism and was likely a dark tetrad. In reaction, the man charged with my care targeted me more intently. I had the gall … Continue reading

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A Deliberate Strategy to Harm Federal Workers

“We want the bureaucrats to be traumatically affected,” said Russell Vought, the current administration’s director of the federal Office of Management and Budget. “When they wake up in the morning, we want them to not want to go to work, … Continue reading

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Achieving Resolution When Abusers Deny Accountability

Our abusers’ refusal to accept responsibility is one of the many challenges difficult for us trauma survivors to accept. Abusers don’t want to acknowledge what they did because then they’d have to take responsibility or be held accountable and that’s … Continue reading

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The Distribution of Predators in Healthcare

Six years ago today, I became a victim of medicalized sexual violence at the hands of a gynecologist who used his position of power to assault me while I was unconscious, removing healthy tissue without my consent. I reported his … Continue reading

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Brain Under Siege: Narcissistic Abuse and Its Lasting Effects

From an Interpersonal Neurobiology perspective, narcissistic abuse can have profound and long-lasting effects on a victim’s brain, body, and overall well-being. Interpersonal neurobiology focuses on the interconnectedness of the mind, brain, and relationships, emphasizing how our interactions shape our neural … Continue reading

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A Network of Complicity: The Neurobiology of Bystander Guilt in the P Diddy Allegations

In the recent allegations against Sean “Diddy” Combs, several people surrounding him, including staff members, have been implicated as enablers or bystanders. These individuals allegedly helped facilitate or cover up the abuse, particularly during events referred to as “freak-offs.” Combs’ … Continue reading

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